Small experiences become big realizations – Janani Kripa Jnana Tapaswini

Janani Kripa Jnana Tapaswini said that since coming to the ashram, even the small experiences in life has become big realizations to her. Jana I was speaking at a meeting held at the Spiritual Conference Hall today (27/09/2022 Tuesday), the second day of the Sanyasa Deeksha celebrations.

I came to Ashram for the first time when I was in the 6th standard. As soon as I saw Guru, I felt a great intimacy. As my hometown is in Kozhikode, I could visit Ashram once in three months or during my vacations. Janani said that she was sure that Guru was always with her, wherever she went and in every experiences in her life she could feel the presence that made more confident.

Once when I came here from Kozhikode for monthly prayer, Guru said that I should come here after my studies. But after a few months the Guru merged in Adisankalpa. After the Divyapooja Samarpanam, I stood at the gate of the Ashram with a little uncertainty before leaving for home.

The only person I know here is only Guru. The thought that there is no one who knew me after Guru was very disturbing. But that worry was short lived.

While doing the 72 days of Special Prayers, I realized that Guru was with me. Later, during Shishya Poojita’s Theerthayatra to Chandirur (Janmagriham) that belief was confirmed. Janani said that Guru’s presence, love, affection & guidance was cemented through Sishyapoojitha.